Fogged up glass;
It covers all fears.

2007.

How fast time passes huh. Like all of a sudden, you hear people holding celebrations and countdown for the next year? :s Its like happy and sad. Happy cos this year was rather fufilled, sad cos you know all you've got now are memories. K I'm about to give a speech but then I'll leave it to the 1st of January hahaha.

This year really means alot to me. Family, friends, school, the netballers. Everything's gona change so much I really dont know whats gona happen next year. Ayeee I'm gona get emo over this matter soon hahahahaha.

Training for two consec days. ): Sucks doesnt it. I'm aching everywhere now, both lower and upper body. Aching = unfit. Lol miss working with the juniors and all. Great bunch (:

Cheekys on Thursday night. XianGerryAvisKahPet. [: Yay but Avis was late! Sai couldnt make it, so sad luh ): Wanted to go Momo but didnt in the end. The night was fun, just that as usual I coudnt remember much and I need Avis to tell me everything. Haha.

Family day today! Yay yay had dinner buffet at Sakura. Omfg they have like everything there! Seriously damn good man. But I was like shit bloated so fast, ): kept lying on the table and dozing off every now and then. Haha then after I shat everything out hahahahaha.

WORST THING TODAY, my hair!!!! >:(
I really really REALLY hate it! Its like short and fugly, GROSSSSSSSS!!
nfjdhgerjhguehgurehguoehgouehrogowekfwj.
Dont know what the hell the guy was thinking, seriously.
Fuck I'll never go back to the place again, NEVER!
And when I complained to my mum saying that I dont wna go out anymore, she said she'll bring me back to cut here more often cos then I wont go out so often.
So bad right!
:l :l :l :l :l :l :l
Okay why am I typing like this haha.

Stayover tmr! :D :D :D

Jealous what. You've got what you've wanted right. You know I've stepped back so now you're pushing your way through. Things would never work out, would they?

Anyway, was talking on the phone the other day, and when I heard Jason Mraz - I'm Yours, I literally cried. Hahahahah damn retarded luh I know. Scared stiff :D

Omg I hear ppl playing mahjong and I feel like playing too. But I dont know how to play ahah. I need someone to teach me. ):

I shld let it go. (:

I wish I could read people's minds.



PFFFFFFFFFFFFTTTTTTTTTSSSSSSS.
I hate to say this, but school's like starting soon.
Next week you mean.

Anyhows, CELLLLLL IS BACK! :D :D :D
Yay missed her. Got so much catching up to do. Met her in town with Avis yesterday. And I must emphasize this, AVIS WAS 3 HOURS EARLY TODAY! (: Omg great accomplishment yo. Cos we kept faking her to meet at 11am, HAHAH. But she came at 1pm, still late. Lol anyway I bet she had a helluva time reading in Kino. Tsktsk. ( See Avis, I rmbed to blog about this! )
Kay then Avis went to meet Vana and the others for awhile, Cel and I were eating. Ky came then blah, Avis met us again then we went GWC to see Nat! :D Hehe ate, talked, wait for the rain to stop and all before heading home.

GREAT. Training later at 430pm. Dont know how many ppl not going. And they're gona meet later! Beeetches. Haha nvm training will pass by so quickly I wont feel anything. Heh quit consoling. And its raining mother heavily la! Sian super no mood.

Out tonight? Hm if my mum nods her head. *crosses fingers*

So does this look like a game to you?
Whereby you just call it quits anytime?
Sorry but if you didnt see, I really tried.
TRIED SO HARD.
But I dont get back anything.
Sucks doesnt it?
Now you know how I feel.

My wish would never come true.


Went to town ytd. IzzaNatAvis. [: Yay I was so late but the rest was later. Heh shopped around for some presents and wanted to go to Junyat's house to eat and all. But then, yeahhhh. Haha so we lingered around town a lil more, and it was like a wrong choice. Fucking crowded, damn irritating luh. Bought christmas hats though! (: And found that we got cheated later, ass by like half price. Avis and I were like shit pissed. Walked and all then after was the most interesting part :D Izza and I were so pissed with the crowd pushing and all so we did some retarded stuff. Izza's damn funny la, especially the B.O thingy! Hahaha.


Izza: Omg B.O!!
Guy in front: Shit...


Hahahahah couldnt stop laughing after that. Pretending to fall and hitting the girl's hat seriously took us off. Tsk it was fun. THENNNN. The fucking foam cans that the banglas and some guys kept spraying towards us. FFFFFFFFFFFF. They just spray like nobody's business. Tmd. Izza kept asking them to stop and all, damn cute luh. Then we just kept pushing our way through. Hah oh well in times of desperation. We took like almost half an hour to walk from Taka to Somerset mrt. Now beat that.

It didn't turn out good, like I really dont care anymore.

And Miss Avis Yap just woke up! Like 5 mins ago when I called her house. She's so gona be damn late later. Haha Izza cant meet us, boo. ): Nat's meeting us later!



MERRY XMAS EVERYONE! :D

To celebrate a fun christmas, please refrain from buying those damn foam cans! Cos its like paying to get scolding from irritated ppl like us. Bye!

Paper dolls and little notes,
you can't expect a bit of hope.



Omg I love this song, so cute :D

Christmas eve, yet its still raining like nobody's business.
Showers of blessings? Hmm.

Morning training on Thursday at Ac. What a pathetic turn up. Hah then after headed off to have lunch. ReenaJod. [: Missed all of those crap. Lol suppose to meet Cel and Avis but then they were like not late at all. It was fun chilling out at Nokia, and hilarious when Jod's walked around reluctantly in heels! Hahaha went home and met Cel, Avis was late as usual. Ate supper Gluttons Bay, then went to Tandi's hse to drink and all. Kah came and yeah some stupid shit happened then headed home.

Worked with Yow for some pj party. Stoned half the time, and the other half laughing at the jokes made by this trans. His jokes are dirty but funny, hah and that kept both of us going through the night cos there wasn't any motivation at all. Banged my head in the cave so now there's this huge lump :l Aw and the juiciest gossips ever when I'm away, oh Yow! Haha.

Went Xmas shopping with Avis ytd. (: Lovely. Managed to get some stuff, and the FREE wrapping paper the guy gave me has been squashed. ): Boo it was like how nice la. So much for being free. Met the rest of the netballers to have dinner at Newton. MichNatPetAvisThongsBetIsabelleSam. Omg new love, chilli squid!! :D Hawhaw damn shiok la. And the most shit thing ever happened to Nat! Haha and I witnessed it all. Lol met up with the seniors later at night.

No mood to go out today, sorry Nat and Avis. We'll meet up to celebrate christmas tmr alrights! =) Finally I'm getting a call tonight, I hope. This is the third time, but I'm also prepared not too. Same excuses always.

Now tell me how I am suppose to feel, when someone so close to you ignores you so suddenly you cant even contact her? I'm not suppose to mention this but she ain't even gona read this cos she's somewhere else. Especially when there's matters still hanging, unresolved. I hate these kinda issues, why is this always happening. We were like still okay last week, and now, I really dont know.

Okay I really need some peppermint candy canes to cheer myself up.

A message to end.

Cel's gone off to Malaysia, and sad to say I'm missing her so much now. Aw hah I wouldnt be me without her in my life.

Christmas is nearing, whoo.
Not?

No more love.

YAY :D

I've put up a tagboard, like finally! Hehe please tag alrights. =D

Buh bye!

There's never a right time to say goodbye.

Yikes, I'm finally in the right state of mind. Decided to upload pictures, so here you go!


5th Dec to 9th Dec























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12th Dec to 19th Dec


Check out their shirts.











Yay finally after a long time. Can't go out today, cos my sis's working, and there's no one to wash the clothes. So here I am packing up everything. :l Sucks though. Ended a phone call with Avis not too long ago.. missed that bitch. And realised that I've missed out on many things too! Dang she told me most of it. And the greatest news of all : TRAINING EARLY IN THE MORNING TMR. That's how consoling.

A week spent in Pattaya and Bangkok was hell fun. [: Braids, manicures, late night supper almost everyday and shopping! Damnit good. Switched hotels here and there, the last hotel we stayed in was perfect! They had everything and anything. Watched like the l word haha. Food's like how cheap, the only bad thing was that we couldnt catch what the guide was saying half the time. Hah played pool with my dad, lost to him so now I dont have five weeks of allowance. Boo that means I have to work more. Did massage there, jacauzzi, steam room, sauna, everything! K I'm too lazy to elaborate further.

I'm having a problem with my phone now. I dont know how to upload stuff in it and all. Probably gona spend the rest of the day figuring it out. Sians tmr tmr!

And when I come back, people are leaving. This isn't good.

Becks is away and she's never gona come back again. ):

Three?
Its certainly not a two way street.

Aye! Back from Bangkok already, and I knew this would happen. Oh well, I'd rather be out of Singapore. We'll see.

FUCK THE DAMN PERSON WHO TOOK MY PHONE!

But its okay, there's always retribution. Got another phone now and I'm loving it. It isn't sucha bad thing after all.

Shall blog another time, rushing out!

Listen to your heart.








But now your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Though I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know


Its all in the two songs. ):

You know how much I didnt want to go for the Perth trip the night before? Seriously, I could have just almost been absent.

But anyhows I'm back. [:
The trip's good, though I'm thrice as dark as before, accompanied with dry skin and my friend who invaded, mr cough and miss sorethroat. Not gona go into detail about the trip, too lazy to upload photos and all hee. Had to see the doctor on the third day, gave me medication which I kept forgetting to take. ): Not feeling any better now, I need the fucking lozenges. They didnt even give me any!
Trainings and games were beneficial, and the players are mother tall man! Like seriously, and some of them are superb too, especially the Center from the states 17s. God the coaches were nice also, peehee :D Shopping's good, food was alright. Just a thing, I didnt have enough sleep for four nights, boo.

Just watched Spirit and its like how sad! Cried a bucket full of tears! Shit damn embarassing! :l

Its another three more days before I fly off again to Thailand! I hate to pack, cos I hate to fold clothes and blah. I hate to sit the plane, cos my ears will explode or smthg. But nvm, the thought of shopping covers up everything, haha. Probably gona work tomorrow and maybe on Monday before I fly off on Tuesday. I'll see.

Tonight's ZoukOut and Milkshake. I wna go Attica on the 19th! :D Whee I'll see again, hehe.

Its too inconvinient here.
Out, livejournal.

Esperanza!


When I hear you stop and laugh out loud
When you're falling fast asleep
You're in the middle of the crowd
When you're lying close to me
When I hear you softly say my name
When you're high and when you're low
You don't need me to explain, you already know
When you smile, that way I know,
every night and day

That's when I love you
When I need you
When I care about you
That's when I know without a doubt,
that I can't live without you
Everyday I find another reason,
every season we go through
Every little thing you do
That's when I love you

When you're driving in your car
When you dance and sing to the radio
When you're walking underneath the stars
Anywhere and everywhere you go
Dressed up or you're dressed down
When you're talking on the phone
A million people all around
When you're all alone
When you're near or you're far
You're in my heart, no matter where you are

Ooh I love this song. (: Thats when I love you by Phil Vassar. Can't find the song on the net, so I cant post it up. Aw I can listen to it like a thousand times over and over again and I still pretty much wont get bored of it :D Yay.

So the last few days have been wonderfully spent with the netballers. I'm so gona miss IJ. ): Gamestrainingsgamestrainings. It never ends. But the company never fails to cheer anyone up. Sec 3, J1s and J2s, and not forgetting our own batch of sec 4 girls! Teehee. Probably the last time that we're all gona play with each other, cos when we go to different institutions, its harder to meet up. Yoll! But we're still gona keep in touch yes. =) Treasuring every moment I can, so sad huh. Then after I wont be in town for half the month of December.

Out with netballers on Thursday night. CelAvisPetGabyKahXian. It was fun, but I cant remember much of it. Heh only the before and after moments, the rest I'm still not quite sure. Headed to cheekys then to zouk. I was the only one who cldnt get in! Damn. Shan't elaborate further already! Hehe.

Escape on Friday. Shit la I was how exhausted. But still! It was exciting :D AssholeMichJing. Haha Bei went carzy already in the bus. It was super hot so we decided to take the water ride. But who knows, I got totally drenched!! Thanks for putting me at the back luh. I took more than 3 hours to dry please. Didnt want to enter the haunted house, didnt want to die so early yet haha. Ate and talked, I'll miss all of you guys luh! <3

Headed home then went to catch Happy Feet with Biggie. =) Heh I didnt really like the show leh, it was all about the art of tapping feet. Tsk but I love the five penguins, they're hilarious I swear! Haha Jokers of the day. Ate then caught up a bit. Hm but I did most of the talking la haha. She was desperately looking for people to go clubbing with her! Hahah awww.

Game, training, dinner, home.

Sorry Yow I forgot to call you after that! :l

Gona work today again. Hope everything will go smoothly again, and pray my fingers doesnt give way. My thumb hurts alot, kinda sprained it while preventing myself to fall. Hah :l Training tmr morning in AC ): Boo I hate morning trainings!

So many things to do! But firstly, gotta pack my luggage asap!

I really dont know what the hell is going on man.